Just in complete and utter shock! So sad for such a talent. Will have to go home and watch "A Knight's Tale" to remember him. I feel sorry for his poor little girl. :(
ADDING: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/22788914/?GT
They've got more about it now (5 minutes later). Suspect it is a drug death. Must have been hooked on pills. Wonder what they were and why?
- Location:work
- Mood:
shocked - Music:Muse Absolution
I think the guy said his name was John, but man he could so just do a recording of his voice and I'd swoon. I love that accent and he's got that sexy tone to it just like Banderas! So from now on I'm telling everyone Banderas works at Chick-Fil-A on Collins in N.Arlington. LOL :)
- Mood:
silly
I missed the HPDFW meeting today and was so sad about it. I literally was getting in the car to leave for it and something happened to my mom and we ended up having to stay home. My mom kept saying she was so sorry and I tried so hard to make it look like it was ok. Sometimes things just come up I guess. I had hoped I wouldn't miss any other than the first one. I have such fun in the group and I get to get out other than work!
Doctor also has given me the thumbs up to walk even more than I already am. He wants me to just put in at least two extra more times a day to help build up my back a bit more. My diet is so-so. I hate calling it a diet. I hate this water weight that keeps popping up and adds an extra 30 pounds. One of the many struggles given to me thanks to cancer. I never had this problem before. I have found a great website to help though. It's called the dailyplate.com. I can make my own goals and keep track of the food I eat during the day and it has a journal I can write in. It does help a great deal! You can also join support groups which I like as well. One day at a time so it goes.
I find myself thinking about my granddaddy at odd times and this week it seemed to happen a lot. Like after the HP meetings as we drive home I get this overwhelming feeling, wishing I could write him and tell him all about it. He would so love that I am getting out and I wish I could discuss all my plans of writing my own story with him. He was the only one who didn't laugh at that. Probably because he was an author himself. I miss his encouragement and insight. Sometimes I can even feel him with me. This is the first person I have ever been close to that has passed and have felt that way. I know how much he wanted me to start a new way of life after beating cancer and I just hope I can make him smile as he sees me from heaven. I don't know if I am doing a good job of that though. I keep dreading Christmas and not having his gift to open last. I just know I am going to be a basketcase that day.
So that's been my week I guess. Lots of ups and downs. This next week should be calmer and not so stressful. Think I just need some time to de-stress! If that's possible.
- Location:Home, Sweet Home
- Mood:
hopeful - Music:TV
Thanks!
C.
- Mood:
tired
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